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Five things about me that the world does not know…(Well, not really. Secrets are meant to be kept, aren’t they??.. he he ..) Anyways, here I go..

  1. I never lie on my back while having a sound sleep. And in one particular position, I twist my right hand so badly that it hurts me the whole of the following day.
  2. I feel too lazy to clean up my stuff generally. But the day I hit on cleaning, I don’t stop till everything is free of dust and placed properly.
  3. I am particularly fond of paper, charts, color pencils, chamkis, old gift wrappers, wool, wires etc. I spend time making tiny beautiful wall-hangings or dolls during leisure hours.
  4. I love doing this during holidays (weekends). At the end of some long pending chore, I cuddle cozily in my dad’s arm chair, with the TV remote and mobile in one hand, newspaper in the other and some stuff to munch on. If it’s a Shahrukh movie that’s aired, I feel as if I were in the ninth cloud in the seventh heaven!!! :-)
  5. I love trying new recipes from my cookery book and ask my friends for their verdict. I like trying the sweet dishes especially. Want to be a great cook like mom someday!!

I TAG:

Uncle Sashi, Mili

TAGGED!

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I have been tagged by my friend Mili. A pretty large one..yet managed to fill it up..Thanks to rags!!!:-).. So here it goes….

Favorite Color: blue.. a very romantic color.

Favorite Food: curd rice.

Favorite Month: august.. the month I was born!

Favorite Song: kabhie kabhie, ujjayinile gaayika, anbe sugama for now( there is a song for every mood!)

Favorite Movie: thiruvilayaadal, golmaal, lage raho munnabhai, swades..

Favorite Sport: I watch cricket when I get a chance.

Favorite Season: summer (I luv  the sun!!!)

Favorite Day Of the week: Saturday .. the luxury of staying home without having to do any significant work..

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla

Favorite Time of Day: noon.. after a good lunch, I would like to snooze whether I am at home or in college attending a boring lecture!

8 CURRENTS:

Current Mood: calm

Current Taste: sweet

Current Clothes: skirt and closed neck tee

Current Desktop: myself and three of my oldest friends

Current Toenail Color: light brown

Current Time: 1.17 a.m

Current Surroundings: bright curtains , my bed, few portraits on the wall, a ceiling fan.

Current Thoughts: to charge my mobile battery

6 FIRSTS:

First Best Friend: Deepika

First Screen Name: Kalpaka

First Pet: none

First Piercing: in ears when I was less than an year old

First Movie: chinna thambi periya thambi in fourth std.(well the first one I remember)..
6 LASTS

Last Cigarette: I don’t smoke.

Last Drink: a cup of milk

Last Car Ride:  myself and my dad went for my exam in adayar and on the way back had a great lunch..

Last Movie Seen:  dharmapuri

Last Phone Call: to charanya’s house, but her mom said she had slept.

Last Book Read: alchemist.

Have You Ever Broken the Law: nothing serious so far(like I have not murdered anyone, but I have copied in class tests!!!;-))

You Ever Been Arrested: the cops never knew I broke the law!

Have You Ever Been on TV: in 7th std for ragam sangeetham (a classical music group singing competiton aired in raj tv), in second year at college for an inter college competition called Sapthaswarangal aired in sun tv.

Have You Ever Lied: yes of course!

Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn’t Know: why should I do that of all the things!

 
4 THINGS:

Thing You’ve Done Today: went to college today, went for a walk, checked mail, chatted with my friends.

Thing You Can Hear Right Now: i can hear the hustle of my CPU and the tick of my time-piece.

Thing You Can’t Live Without: my friends and my solitude.

Thing You Do When You’re Bored: i cuddle in my dad’s arm chair, scribble whatever comes to my mind in paper, sing or sleep.

4 PLACES YOU’VE BEEN TODAY: went to my college in the morning and returned home after nearly a week’s time.

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:

 Ragesh, Deepika, Charanya
2 CHOICES:

 
1. Black or White: black

2. Hot or Cold: hot

THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

I want to settle near music academy in a small house of mine and attend all concerts during the December season.

 I TAG:

Natarajan,   RaviKumar

 

 

Colours of love

This Pongal was a whole new experience to me. It really added colour to my life. During Pongal, one gets to see the maroon sugarcane, the yellow turmeric powder, the silvery white rice pearls which farmers produce after great hardwork and the colourful rangolis of course! When I visited the marketplace a few days before Pongal, I was baffled by the rangolis made by women on the entrances of their homes. Back home, I spoke to my aunty who lives next door, about what I saw in the village. She too, like me, has a great taste for arts. So together, we decided to make a rangoli in our entrance on the eve of Pongal. This got the whole of me excited!! The very next day I went to fetch a bag full of colours for decorating our rangoli. My dad, who happened to come with me, went crazy with the quantum of colour-powders I bought! But nothing would stop me. Aunty had meanwhile downloaded some rangoli patterns from the internet and we took a print out of the same. We chose a beautiful pattern from those we had. At the stroke of 9 in the night, we rolled up our sleeves and got down to work. Two other friends also joined us. And as we began making strokes on the floor and splashing a range of colours on it, voila!!! This was what we saw!!!!..

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Now, aren’t these patterns colourful and beautiful?.. Colours are the essence of life. They add splendor to one’s life. They ARE colours of love!!!!!!!!:-)

 

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Battle of thoughts

Ups and downs are a part of life,
lost and found sometimes seems to be a way of life.
When u feel completely lost,
you need someone to boost ur confidence,
something to make u feel worthy of living,
to feel good about yourself,
to rise above your incompetencies…
who is perfect?….I would say none.
But trying to put ur best in everything helps overcome your miseries,
to put ur best, you need an endless level of energy and enthusiasm,
how to remain enthusiastic even when everything around goes wrong?
This perhaps is the toughest lesson one can learn from life,
a lesson for a lifetime.
One who learns to keep himself happy through his difficult times is a WINNER all the way!
One who sinks down with sorrow is considered unfit for existence,
to be torn apart between happiness and sorrow,
success and failure,
losing and gaining,
is my cup of tea.
I never fail in being remorseful,
I never succeed in celebrating my joy,
But even then, I feel the gap,
a pinch in my heart,a tear in my eye,
My vision gets blurred thinking about my future,
I am lost again, and I battle to win over myself again,
And a battle is only fought,
its never lost or won…

Man and Nature

Man has always been curious to know what is happening around him, and more so, with why it happens that way. This natural curiosity leads to observation. With observation, analysis takes birth. A genuine analysis can answer the most interesting questions raised by man.

Ever since man evolved, nature has intrigued him by unraveling its seemingly endless mysteries, one after another. When man thinks that he is powerful enough to challenge nature, or clever enough to have understood all its mysteries, it promptly kills his ego with all its might.

Have you ever wondered why all trees have leaves that are green in color? Is the sky blue or black? Do stars really twinkle? Or, what the color red is? Well, any secondary level science textbook would passionately answer these questions. But how many of us have dared to think beyond these text book explanations?

Similarly, most of us have been taught that the moon revolves around the earth in twenty seven and a quarter day. That every tick of the clock is a second, sixty seconds make a minute, sixty minutes make an hour, twenty-four hours make a day and so on. But, have we ever asked what “time” is? It took a genius like Einstein to put forth the relativity concepts of time, challenging the existent popular notions.

There are certain things in nature that occur periodically while certain others occur in a random manner. It is this particular periodic quality of nature that adds to its eternal beauty. Talking about periodicity, my love for chemistry naturally drives me to think about the periodic classification of elements. The renowned chemist Mendelev, first proposed this periodic property of elements and put them into different groups based on their common “properties”. Nevertheless, the fact that each element is unique holds. He showed that gold can’t be ‘made’ from other elements like what the alchemists tried to do in vain. But, it can be grouped with silver and platinum to form the group of “noble elements”.

With similar arguments, I would like to talk about the basic level in the taxonomy of living beings, the species. Each species has its own marked set of qualities that distinguish it from the other species. Now this must explain why the species rose are red coloured flower-bearing plants with thorns in them.

Man is nature’s most complex creation. This is because nature has equipped him with better assets than all its other creations. Man’s multi-faceted personality makes it difficult to classify him based on a single aspect or property. Calling him a part of the species called homo sapiens is the most fundamental classification perhaps. Several other classifications also apply to man. One such is based on sun-signs. I was surprised even to know the fact that man could be classified based on the day and month of his birth. This particular book of Linda Goodman on sun signs talks about how all men on earth can be divided into twelve groups like aries,taurus,pisces etc. When I read each sign’s physical and behavioural characteristics and applied them to the people whose sun signs I knew, I was totally surprised to note the pattern! Unbelievably amazing! Just as Mendelev called all salt-forming elements as “halogens”, I found that the neatest, most punctual and diligent friend of yours, who feels uncomfortable in crowds is a “Virgo”. Of course, the more general the rule, the greater is its validity, and anomalies always have their place.

Have you ever noticed these mystifying, dazzling patterns in nature? If you did, you would join me in appreciating this beautiful mother nature of ours.

Musical Fiesta

 

 

        Cometh December, cometh the music-dance festival in Chennai-the cultural capital of India. There are numerous concerts to choose from and listen to, at various concert halls of the city. Staying at a three-hour distance from the city, the bus travel is only too cumbersome to make the dreams of attending live concerts come true! There are full-fledged itineraries for these sabhas which are published in the newspaper. The transistors and television channels too bring home a feel of the cutcheries in their own ways.

         Being a child, I was bestowed with an amazing guru, Smt.Haripriya, who taught me music for about a decade. Music classes became my second home. I started getting drawn so much into this art form that it made all other joys of the world look small(barring amma’s love of course!). My teacher used to check out the concert-columns of various newspapers and chart out a whole day’s plan. The very thought of listening to masters like Rajam Iyer, Kunnakudi Vaidyanathan, Trichur Ramachandran and others in a closer proximity would get me sleepless with excitement for an entire week before our Chennai visit. I used to carry small notepads with me to jot down the list of songs rendered in a concert and their corresponding ragas. My teacher used to quiz me on what raga was being rendered and with every right answer, the thrill would build up. There was more fun when we used to go in groups. There would be a heated argument on the ‘whats’ and ‘hows’ of the various songs sung and ma’m used to reconcile us with her verdict. These concerts indeed went a long way in strengthening a good musical foundation as they helped learning more than the usual classes.

 

         Some of the best places in this world are not these concert halls alone , but also their canteens! Not only for the good food that they serve, but also for the great platform they provide to have a closer look, and sometimes, even to catch up small conversations with your cherished musical stars! (Psst… they say that making good food is also an art like music.. not all can sing and not all can cook!!!)

         When I got to meet some of these musicians personally, or even closely observe them, I found that they are people with abstract qualities. There is a mysterious charm about them and legendary musicians are amongst the most humble people on earth. They consider themselves as mere students of the art, inspite of reaching the highest levels of fame and recognition. Ask Padmashree K.J.Yesudas, and he would tell you that music is a vast ocean and he hasn’t learnt even a bucketful! Now, if that is the case with this musical Mozart, then where beginners like me would stand?..May be I could say that I have learnt a drop of music!!

        As for listening to concerts at home, the Margazhi mahotsavam program on jaya TV(which lasts for a fortnight in the month of margazhi, December) and periodic cutcheries in podhigai TV are perhaps the only options. They are commendable efforts to give the audience an enriching experience of the sabhas(lest souls like mine could never find solace!). But one’s joy is lessened when songs are intervened with commercials. Nevertheless, without these programs, who could imagine watching Sudha, Sowmya, Jayashree, Ravi Kiran and Narayanaswamy performing in front of one’s eyes at one’s own home?

The transistors are better media for listening to concerts as there are hardly any announcements made in between. The choice offered is also higher compared to that of the television programs.

 

        CDs and cassettes are devices which capture entire concerts in them. But unfortunately, they seldom succeed in giving the listener a wholesome experience.

 

        Alas! There is nothing to match the happiness gained out of a live concert, where an artist’s emotions mellifluously penetrate into the listener’s heart and transcend him to a different world, a world of music and love, in an eternal state of bliss… There are no interruptions from doorbells or commercials and one can peacefully keep listening.

 

        When the stage is set, with big boisterous curtains; when numerous people are packed into the chairs; and when the artist finally arrives at the podium making his way out of the maddening rush at the entrance of the hall, all commotion comes to a stop. Only Kalyani, Kambodhi, Bhairavi and the like speak through the artist’s renditions.

 

        In these performances, legendary composer-saints like Thyagaraja swami and Purandaradasa find first preferences along with Dikshithar, Shyama Shastri, Badrachala Ramadas, and Papanasam Sivan. Listening to Thyagaraja’s conversations with Rama or Shastri’s pleas to Kamakshi, one will understand why music is considered to be the highest form of worship. These composers not only express their bhakti to various deities of their choice, but also bring out numerous expressions like karuna , shanta, sringara and vaathsalya. Sitting through a two-hour concert, one can truly experience the navarasas!

 

        These vaageyakaaras(composers), are perhaps the greatest doctors of all times, as their krithis have a healing effect on ill-beings. Yes, compositions in Hindolam are supposed to cure high blood pressure. Music has the capacity to dictate even the arrogant time to cure people’s miseries.

 

        Talking about the origin, naadham(sound), is said to have originated from Shiva’s udukkai(a double drum). It is said to have gained the classical form from Sarawathi’s veena and Krishna’s flute. But researchers find an interesting evolution of the classical form from folk music. Ragas like Anandha Bhairavi very well substantiate this fact.

 

        As an ardent listener of music, every song and every raga means something unique and special to me. Every composition is a musical saint’s signature, and every rendition is an artist’s creative attempt to delve into the unknown realms of its composer’s mind. The depths of a musical mind are unfathomable, and with each holy dip into a composition, a new milestone is achieved.

 

        So much to music and musicians in the simple words of a student of the art form. If only I had a house near one of those concert halls, I could spend the whole of the concert season sitting tight inside and listening endlessly, blissfully. No food, no water would be required then, for where there is food for the ears, the stomach doesn’t feel hungry!!

 

        Music is truly the language of the world, beyond all spoken-languages, beyond nations, and beyond all man made boundaries, with its vivid forms. Musicians may die, but their music lives till the end of time. Long live the legacy of music and musicians!!

A ray of hope…

It was a cold winter morning in the month of october.The chill breeze and the white clouds in the sky gave my heart reasons to live life…This life which has been merciless to me so many times,this life which has made me feel useless now and then,this life which has shown me that there is no hope near, this life which has burdened me with its innumerable sorrows!!…I wondered why I had to be still putting up with it!!..Why???.. I wondered if the lost melody of my life would ever return! I wondered if I would ever feel the oneness with my fellow beings that made my heart glow!!..Would there be light?…

I sank into deep remorse thinking about the explanation given in the vedas regarding undergoing the fruit of one’s karma.Was karma really having its say in my life?Had my karma been so bad in my past birth?..I didnt have any clue to getting to the answers of my questions..

It was an inactive day at college.The lull around made my soul sink with misery.There were muddy puddles everywhere around the place due to the heavy rains that those white clouds had given.It seemed to me that the sky had shed all its gloom on earth and made itself clearer and brighter.Did the sky want to tell me how to remove the grievances in one’s life?..For it, the earth has ever been there along..Whom did I have to share my melancholies with?

When I turned around,I could see everyone busy with their own chores.Life looked so stereotypical.I let out a heavy sigh from my heart and stared into the smiling sky,which reassured me with hope…

It was 2 at night and I couldnt take out this restless feeling from my heart.What was worrying me?(I asked myself)..Well,I thought,among several things,it was the concern about the distance that technology has brought into people’s lives today.I felt ,that by all means,this globe of ours has certainly not become a village.The high speed networks,the WWW,the mobile communication devices and the satellite television services, have only drawn people farther apart.

I recollected my past.Ten years back,as a small kid,I remember the fun we used to have chatting,playing and spending hours together with our neighbours.Then,there was no cable tv.DD national,alongwith another regional channel,were the only ones telecasted.But the programs aired were of good quality.There were thematic social plays,unlike the “mega serials” of today,where anonymous characters weep their eyes out of their faces!

The kids at that time were no tv buffs.They had their own playgroups and I remember,how each evening in the playground used to be a vital fat-burn-out session,filled with the joy of learning new games.Sadly but,today,I rarely see the children in my neighbourhood cycling or playing cricket.They stay indoors and develop “couch potato syndrome”,watching non-stop television and playing computer games.They learn to drive their dad’s scooters without getting their bicycle basics right!!

Once at a younger friend’s place,I found that each of the brothers had his own gadget to keep himself busy.So much so that the boys seldom spent time with each other to share the happenings at school.They met up only during the dinner.Thanks to the huge dining table in their house,lest they would even forget each other’s faces!

Today,people bother little to find out who is the Mr.X who stays next door or what his occupation is.It so happened once,that an old friend of my father died of sudden heart attack while his wife and children were out of station.It was nearly a week later that the neighbours got the pungent smell of decay and bothered to see what had happened.Now ,isn’t that truly pathetic???

We watch news channels showing hunger and famine in some distant country,and feel sorry for those people.We chat with our friends living in different places aroung the world through the internet.We donate generously for charitable organizations across the globe and feel that we are entering the era of “global citizenship”.But how far have we succeeded in knowing our kin and kith,or the neighbourhood that we live in??

…….Are we heading towards a global village or a local continent??…..Infinity to zero or zero to infinity??……….And the restlessness in my heart continued nagging me……………………

I live in a small township which is about 80km from Chennai. This place of mine is largely surrounded by agglomerations of villages.For most of my professional,educational,social and personal needs,I have to visit the city.Coming from the average income group,my family cant afford regular luxurious taxi trips.Thus,my only resort is the state transport bus.The saviour of poor souls like mine.Yet, travelling in these buses is really dreadful for more than one reason.
These four-wheeled giants belong to the age of our grandpas and grandmas.Their engines contribute largely to the pollution levels around, with the thick,black smoke that they send out from their exhausts.Once you enter into the bus and manage to get a seat, your whole body will sense a strange vibration and you will feel your bones shaking out of your body.Not to mention the trauma that builds in your mind as the driver frantically tries to apply the brakes.Catch on to your seat firmly,else you will be thrown right out of your seat!
Having looked at the troubles arising from the operating conditions of these buses,we shall turn our attention to the people who travel in them.Early morning travels are marked by groups of vendors who bring in huge baskets of flowers,fruits and fish.They simply dont bother about where they keep their baskets.You could hop,skip or jump across these baskets if you either want to get down,or want to seize a vacant seat. Many a grandmother comes with young children anywhere between 1 to 5 years of age.These kids have noses which run mercilessly(and generally faster than the bus itself!).When you sit next to this grandma,the kid will try to lovingly caress your face with its dirty wet fingers which would,by then,have investigated everything starting from the chocolate wrapper lying beneath your seat to the greasy support bars.
If you happen to sit beside an older man or woman,you could anytime expect them to either blow their noses loudly or send out a spray of pan powder,in an attempt to stuff it into their mouths.Even worser are the people who puff like the steam engines,with “beedis” in their mouth,standing right under the “SMOKING IS PROHIBITED” board.
The conductor has his own strategy of troubling you.In the process of collecting tickets,he rubs against your body as hard as possible(harder if you happen to be a women!).And if you are travelling late in the evening or night,check out for the set of drunkard guys who hang around the back seats and pass all kinds of sleazy remarks.
Weekends are the time when these buses get overwhelmed with passengers.You wouldnt have enough space to keep one foot on the floor or catch hold of the support anywhere.Your body will be crushed between those of several others who themselves dont have any place to stand.Worst affected are elderly people,pregnant women and small children.None of the healthy,seated passengers ever bother to budge even a bit to help them out.And inspite of  all the rush and confusion,you can hear two village women shouting at the peak of their voice,fighting over some silly argument!
My god! Isnt it really tough to travel in these buses after all?When will things change for better?Why cant travel be made a pleasure and not a burden?…

Life as i see it

She says that I am powerfully passionate..She respects my aspirations.. She loves my courage..She listens to my words..She admires my affection..She envisages my thoughts and ideas..She wants me to put my best in everything I do..She helps in rediscovering myself whenever i feel lost..She is the most truthful companion i found in pursuing my journey to eternity…She is my inner self…
It seems to me that our friendship started years ago when i was still a small child.. She was my best childhood companion.. Together,we share a lot of pleasant memories..But since life is not a bed of flowers,all my innocence came to an end when I entered adolescence..
Life took a big U turn..I found myself undergoing a lot of physical and physiological changes.. It was like a rash ride in a rugged road..But i managed to drive my way through, without any major accidents.. I found many new friends..All young and bubbling with energy..Some were nice,some were cunning..But they all taught me important lessons in life and helped me to overcome the hurdles in my path..
Then i entered adulthood.. Many of my companions left me..But she still backed me.. What a truthful friend she is!!.. It was then that I realised her importance.. I realised that she would stay even when all others choose to leave me..She is the best gift that life has given me!She lights the lamp of hope in my dark world.. She heals all my fears and tells me that faith in myself and almighty, will gear my way to the peaks of success.. Yes.. This is how i see my life..

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